Normal???

Alright, first official post... this one is about my emotions, and I'll be completely honest, it's a little difficult to bare my soul completely... I'm going to write like I would in a journal, just say what I'm feeling.

So, sometimes I feel like I'm completely abnormal, like I'm super immature and can't seem to hold a conversation with a normal person. I know it's probably not true, but I do feel like that sometimes. I tend to joke around too much, you know? Make a joke out of every little thing and it's become a habit and I think sometimes it annoys people.

I'm a little down today... Sorry if this post seems like a gloomfest.

But hey, on the bright side, winter vacation finally started!!! Whoo hooo!!! Three weeks of absolute freedom! *Does a little happy dance* I want to finish decorating my room... painting my wall... and I want to learn some new dance moves. I'm going to also have a little... okay a lot... of movies, wii time, and chillaxing. Yeah, it's gonna be good. :) Can you tell I enjoy my vacation.

So now I've proved it, writing cheers me up. Thanks for coping with me!

Oh yeah, yesterday, I was at this banquet for my church, and the dance floor was opening and they were playing a slow, romantic dance song. So this guy (one of my friends) after a couple minutes of music, asked me to dance!

Now, don't get me wrong, this guy is super nice, good friend, fun to hang out with, but I've never had a crush on him or anything. But anyway, he asked me to dance, and it was fun. He was really sweet about it. Although, because of Daddy's standards (Love ya dad! :) I didn't dance super close to him, I danced in open position. :)

My teen years so far have turned out way different than I thought they would when I was six, and I find myself at the age I always aspired to be when I was little: I can watch all the good movies, have a later bedtime, and lots more freedom from Mom and Dad (eg I can paint my wall by myself) and I've also got my permit. But somehow, it doesn't seem as important now as it did then. Life is full of oddities, and I guess it just takes time to discover them.